1 Just as I am: the most important decision in fundamentalism 3
2 Angels in the trees: my unusual religious imagination 16
3 Medicine men: my gurus 29
4 Speaking the unspeakable: the power of language in fundamentalism 40
5 If a tree falls in the woods: history and truth 50
6 All that is, seen and unseen: my Scofield Bible 61
7 Light from light: the zeal of fundamentalist faith 71
8 Begotten not made: arguing with a spiritual inheritance 80
9 One holy catholic and apostolic church: coming to terms with the sheep and the goats 88
10 Life of the world to come: listening for the will of God 96
11 I should have been too saved: discovering new fundamentals 109
12 Washing out my ears: belief I can live with 119
13 He fumbles at your soul: following the love of God 129
14 Knocking everywhere: coming to terms with dogma 142
15 Wild night and a new road: death is full of new birth 152.
